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books make me happy

i just finished reading a book called Carter Beats the Devil by glen david gold, it was really good!! now i wanna be a magician, damnit!! i am always excited to finish a really good book, and then sad, because now it is all over :(. i guess most people feel that way about reading.
i am still working at the club. every time i am ready to give my notice the kids and i start to get a long with no problems for days on end, until they decide to be evil again. i also got my headshots a week and a half ago. it is weird to get all these pictures of myself (i get all critical :) ), but the photographer did a really great job, and i got a 150 copies, all free of charge. but i am feeling disappointed in myself and guilty because i have done nothing with them so far. instead i have been hiding and reading. i know what i need to do, and i want to start doing it all, but for some reason it isn't happening. the whole reason i contacted this particular photographer, in addition to our trades (me his cheap and mostly free groceries, him his photos in exchange) was the fact he had told me he would only do the pictures when i was ready to use them, otherwise they are useless. so this was supposed to keep me motivated. so i will do it.........

in other news, i love the fall, i love the month of october, and i love halloween. awwwww.......

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cpr
Nov. 1st, 2004 09:24 am (UTC)
let me know if there is anything I can do... :)
like remind you what a wonderful and talented person you are... :) your future is yours and no one elses, and with that being true, you are the designer, building, and inhabitor of it.. :) as an artist not only will you be fufilling yourself, but you will effect the lives of others... understand that... if nothing else in this world... everything you do is not just for yourself, but every other sentient being as well... there is no responsibility in this, it just is... two sides of the same coin.... ah, what the hell do I know.. hehe.. blah.. blah.. blah.. :)

peace
-cpr
comeondarkness
Nov. 3rd, 2004 12:15 pm (UTC)
Re: let me know if there is anything I can do... :)
:) thank you for that....you have always been so kind to me, i hope that i have thanked you for that before now, but if not, thank you!! you are an awesome person, cpr, i am glad to have found you again :)
btw, i think you know a lot, so blah blah blah to you ;)
cpr
Nov. 3rd, 2004 12:41 pm (UTC)
Re: let me know if there is anything I can do... :)
you are my friend (and thanks for finding me again).. but, that's not why I am kind to you, I hope to be kind to everyone... hehe... I have a book that I'd love to send you.. email me your address and I'll nudge it out the door.. :)

peace, love, and blah, blah, blah.. :)
-cpr
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